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Post by FreeRose on Nov 10, 2006 17:07:44 GMT -5
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.:I looked as Brad came and stroke Summers and Shadows nose. I wasn't really in the mood to talk right now at least not with him knowing I was worse. A..Boarder. I got to stumbel out and looked at him a bit. Turning away ai stroke Landons nose comforting and kissed it softly not wantign to scare him. The horse perked his ears and looked suspicious and nervous at the boy:. [/center]
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Post by Piffle on Nov 10, 2006 17:13:01 GMT -5
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I saw they were both uncomfortable around me so decided to take Shadow for a ride he needed it after all, Ok well I'm just going to take Shadow into the round ring holar if you need me, I said taking bridle and saddle out of the tack room, I saddled Shadow up quickly then patted Summer, I'll come back and let you stretch your legs in a little bit, I said kissing her nose. I walked Shadow out and mounted up.
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We sailed over logs that got in our way and weaved in and out of bushes, no longer following the trail, I couldnt see where we were going but I didnt ask her to slow
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Post by FreeRose on Nov 10, 2006 17:19:10 GMT -5
.:David:.
.:I rided in the trails with chocolate, one of the lesson horse. Motioning her into a canter we jumped over loges until I let her in a halt and relaxed in the sun as she drank some of the water in the lake, I didn't notice the hoovbeats:.
.:Melanie:.
.:I didn't answer and as soon as he was outside i collapsed at the ground. I couldn't take this strengh would kill me soon enough. I coughed more as I could feel my side hurting. Stop it. I yelled at my self as I hit the ground and felt Landon laying down. He was tired, I let him do it and looked at him as tears rolled down my chin. Why can't i tell him Landon? Is it because I don't want anyeone to worry about me? The horse murmured as I layed my head to his stomach. My hand was holding on my side as it was still hurting me:. [/center]
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Post by Piffle on Nov 10, 2006 17:26:54 GMT -5
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I was ablivious to where I was going tear still rolling down my cheack I lay slumped across Sandors back ,I didnt even notice as she went tearing past a lake where a horse and rider stood getting a drink.
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I worried about Melanie so much, thought running through my mind as I rode Shadow in big circles first one way then the other changing speeds easily I wish she would let me help her, I thought as I moved him into a canter going left,
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Post by FreeRose on Nov 10, 2006 17:33:40 GMT -5
.:David:.
.:I suddenly saw Adele and her horse running trugh[sp] I shouted out. Adele! What happened!? I looked at her worried but didn't mount Chocolate, insted I took her reins as she wanted to run after the horse:.
.:Melanie:.
.:I layed there with my head against his stomach. I sighed as my eyes closed, just relaxing didn't hurt in my sides as I breathed slow and relaxed:. [/center]
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Post by Piffle on Nov 10, 2006 17:38:11 GMT -5
|Adele|
I didnt respond I hardly heard a thing as Sandor took me further and further away,
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Shadow loved the chance to stretch out and I kept him going for a while doing figue 8's and whatnot in the ring
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Post by FreeRose on Nov 11, 2006 2:52:25 GMT -5
.:David:.
.:I mountred Chocolate quickly as she cantered of after Sandor, I looked worried at Adele as I sat eased on the chocolate bay mare:.
.:Melanie:.
.:My eyes didn't open as I coughed again, even I could tell I was gettign worse. But I had never cared, my thoughts was spinning around more and more. Why was I getting scared of telling Brad anything? I had never been that before, somethgin was making me this but what was it? Small sweat sparkel drops ran down my chin as I began to dream again:. [/center]
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Post by Piffle on Nov 11, 2006 2:58:29 GMT -5
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Sandor kept going I was ablivious to the hoofbeats behind me my mind in the past with the pain, the wind wipping my hair into my face as on Sandor I tried to flee from those memories, each tear was like acid making the pain worse, I just want it to go away.
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I finished with Shadow and took him in cooling him off, i realized Summer was gone, puzzlement filled my head but I assumed someone else had taken her out, as I put my tack away I heard Melanie she didnt look well but Landon was being protective and I couldt get close enought to see if she was ok, Melanie, I called hoping to get a reaction
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Post by FreeRose on Nov 11, 2006 3:13:07 GMT -5
.:Melanie:.
.:I heard the voice and suddenly woke up. I looked up at him and raised a little up but I sighed exhausted and fell down again, my voice was gone as I closed my eyes again. Landon was looking at the boy nerbous and protective over me as I layed there, I couldn't move. I was to tired to do anything as I layed there breathing:. [/center]
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Post by Piffle on Nov 11, 2006 3:20:35 GMT -5
|Adele|
Sandor finaly began to slow becoming tired from running she began to walk, me slumped across her back still trying to fight off the past, what brought this on so strong I dont know, but i wanted it to go away.
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I became worried my only thought to get her inside but Landon wasnt going to alow it and I knew it even without trying
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Post by FreeRose on Nov 11, 2006 3:33:18 GMT -5
.:Melanie:.
.:The horse raised up as I had grabbed his mane. I opened my eyes as I saw Brad. I was exhausted as Landon wlked slowly forward. Making a halt he helped me to Brad. I fell into Brads chest as my hands took his shoulders. I looked up at him, my eyes showing tears when I suddenly pressed my head against his chest, Tears ran down my chin as I coughed more. My legs would soon collapse, I could feel it as I stood there. Landon had his ears perked but he only stood this close to Brad because he would take Melanie if anything happened. He was used to helping Melanie no matter what, before Brad had come Landon had always been there for me. Noe I had them both:.
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Post by Piffle on Nov 11, 2006 3:46:18 GMT -5
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I took Melanie in my arms picking her up, I patted Landon and shut the door, Thanks mate, she's going to be ok I promise, I said talking to the stallion I knew he was worried about her but I needed to get her inside, I stood there for a moment Melanie in my arms close enough for Landon to reach out and touch her before even thinking about taking her away.
|Adele|
Sandor finaly stopped and I slid off, she lay down and I lay down beside her curled up against her on the path
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Post by FreeRose on Nov 11, 2006 4:28:53 GMT -5
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.:I collapsed finally on the ground not knowing if Brad would take me or not. I had already kissed Landonds muzzle and felt him kiss me back. I was exhausted as I felt the cold floor under me. I breater relaxed with my eyes closed. I was so tired and didn't want to wake up, not after a few hours at least:.
.:David:.
.:I slowed the mare as well and saw Adele, I didn't know what I should do but was letting our aproatching obvius so she wouldn't be scared or run again:. [/center]
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Post by Piffle on Nov 11, 2006 4:37:48 GMT -5
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Catching her just before she hit the floor I lifted her into my arms and carried her out of the barn, heading up the drive to the house I pushed my way through the door and carried her upstairs to her room, Laying her gentle on her bed I covered her and kissed her forehead gentle, I left the room to let her sleep and went back downstairs to get a drink from the kitchen.
|Adele|
I heard the hoofbeats and it brought back more memories I curled up into a tigter ball bringing my knees up to my chest Sandor's Head resting on me protectively
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Post by FreeRose on Nov 11, 2006 5:00:52 GMT -5
[cente].:Samantha:.
.:I saw Brad come downstairs and looked at him. Were is Mel? I asked and let out a cup of hot chocoalte to the young boy wondering if he wanted some:.
.:Melanie:.
.:I felt he kiss on my forehead and turned in the bed my hands taking the pillow as I fell in a dreamingless sleep:.
.:David:.
.:I saw Sandor adn Adele and saw how protective the mare was over her good friend. I halted Chocolate and heard the mare whin to Sandor friendly. []Adele are you ok?[/b] I asked but stood were I stood not wanting to stratel the girl neither did I want to stratel the horse:.[/size][/center]
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Post by Piffle on Nov 11, 2006 5:15:45 GMT -5
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I smiled as I took the hot chocolate, Thanks, she's upstairs sleeping, I responded taking a sip of the hot chocolate.
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I heard the voice and recognised it as David I withdrew from my ball slightly, Sandor, lifted up and went over to the Chocolate I sat up knees to my chest head resting on my knees I rocked slightly, my voice didnt want to work so I just sat ther not looking at him
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Post by FreeRose on Nov 11, 2006 5:22:12 GMT -5
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.:Chocolate reached her muzzle to Sandor as the other mare came towards her. David walked slowly to her but stopped a few meters from her and sat down. Did anything happen since you ran away? You don't need to tell me if you don't want to. I looked at her friendly again as I wondered what had happened with her:.
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.:Has anything happened since she's upstairs? I looked at Brad worried and let go of the chocolate when he took it. I hoped nothing had happened with Mel:. [/center]
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Post by Piffle on Nov 11, 2006 5:46:21 GMT -5
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I sat shaking slightly, how could I tell anyone, how would they possibly understand what haunted me and prevented me from opening up and trusting people, I wanted to tell someone but where would I start, I was blamed for my sisters death when I was 10 and a year later my mum who costanly bashed me tryed to kll me for it, I was sent to a foster home where the lady's husband actualy paid an interest in me and I grew to trust him even love him as a father I never had, Then he rapped me and ever since I've been running going from town to town with guys always trying to touch me, but everytime they did the experiance flashed through my mind and I ran i thought I shook my head how could anyone possibly understand I ran my hands through my hair, You wouldn't understand, I mumbled, head down as I rocked back and forth absorbed in my thoughts
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Post by FreeRose on Nov 11, 2006 5:57:30 GMT -5
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.:I looked at her not moving an inch. Adele..I'm your friend I hope you know that..Try to trust me please? I know you can't promise you that you will trust me, just by looking at you I can feel somethign wrong. But I would never want to pressure you, even if you say I'm reminding you of someone I'm not that person. My words soft and slow as I spoke. I sat down and looked at her. I had been gone form my mother,sister and brother for a few years as I had always been the one with trouble, now I tryed to start new again:. [/center]
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Post by Piffle on Nov 11, 2006 6:40:17 GMT -5
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I looked up, he was so sincear maybe it wouldnt hurt to tell him some of my past, I took a deep breath and after a few false starts I started to reviel my past, It all started when I was born my mum hated me the moment she saw me, I dont know y but she did, I just had to speak and it offended her and everytime I offented her she hit me with what ever she had on hand, whether it be her bare hand or a metle rod, I paused for a moment rocking back and forth chin still resting on my knees, My mom had another baby when I was 2 father hated me to but never hit me as often as mom, She loved my sister they both did she got everything but she was also my only and best friend when I was 10 I was ment to pick her up after school cause dad forgot, I was to late ... she tried to cross the road on her own and was hit by a taxi, Killed instantly, mum blamed me of course and the beating became more often until one night she tried to kill me when I was 11, I took a breath, I was sent to a foster home called the fir with mr and mrs Smith, but I couldn't stay so before I was even 12 I ran away, I finished weekly he didnt need to know about the rape that would be even harder. Tears had been rolling down my cheeks the whole time I spoke but I didnt notice
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Post by FreeRose on Nov 11, 2006 6:47:05 GMT -5
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.:I moved more towards her but stopped not knowing if I could dry her tears. I had listened silently heard her bad past making my suspicion right. I looked at her eyes being comforting and understandable. It wasn't your fault Adele, if some don't like you it doesn't mean you can't trust others, but if it is another thing why you doesn't trust that easy it would be ok. Your past is almost the same as Mels horse Landon but I wont tell it seeing for you it wouldn't be the same. I spoke in a whisper and heard Chocolate move nervously. Easy gal. I spoke soft to the mare as I still looked at Adele comforting:. [/center]
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Post by Piffle on Nov 11, 2006 6:59:18 GMT -5
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Sandor came over and nuzzled my shoulder and I rubbed my face into her's I wanted to tell David everything but something held me back I had always said to much, I meen being rapped was my fault I wanted so much to feel wanted that I didnt realize that Mr Smith was doing anything wrong until to late, I had left that night walked for 5 days in the sun my feet covered in blisters, I had beed dehidrated and had finally colapsed I was taken to a hospital I dont know by who and nursed back to health mut it hadnt lasted long they found out where i had run away from I had heard them planing to send me back so I had run again what else was I to do Thoughts ran through my mind I hugged my legs and rocked
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Post by FreeRose on Nov 11, 2006 7:03:50 GMT -5
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.:I finally managed to let my hand touch her shoulder but nowhere else my hand was warm but it was calming not wantig to stratel her. It's ok you don't need to tell me everything if you don't want to.. I looked at her calm as Chocolate cam behind me wondering what was going on:. [/center]
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Post by Piffle on Nov 11, 2006 7:07:26 GMT -5
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His touch was so warm so caring I couldnt help trusting him a little I cryed leanng against his chest it wasnt like before he want trying anything he was just being there for me,
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Post by FreeRose on Nov 11, 2006 7:16:12 GMT -5
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.:I felt her cry and her head against my chest. My arms took around her back as I pulled her closer letting my head against hers. Don't worry I'm here for you Adele I hope you know. I looked at Sandor with a comforting look until I felt Chocolate moving nervous, Chocolate had been there when Mel had gotten Landon. The past of him was still hanging in the mares heart:.
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